Hi Girl, I Like Ur Workingskills

Oh, I really am into this flow right now. The other day Johan told me how I according to him had proceed very good in my short time at BK, this day he told me to stand by the board together with T, who has been working there longer than me, and to be the leading guy since T was a bit unsure about how to make all of them... (Hm...in this writingmoment when I'm thinking about it once more I suddenly wonder if it's only a joke, but what the hell, I relly did enjoy to work with Johan and I'm glad I'm not afraid of him anymore;) And well. That was on the day's first spell and on my other one (01-04) there was calm and nice (!!!) and also when I was serving Jenny a bit with her order, since I didn't have one myself, one of the guys who was waiting for the food told me "Hi girl, I really like ur workingskills" and I was so pleased to hear it. I mean, when u are working at a place like mine, u sometimes hear people talk in a not very nice way to or about u and then a phrase like that really means a lot and so I just gave him a broad smile and continued my workingspell with a happy smile on my lips!!! Yes, I certainly have a flow right now and can only hope for it to last a long time forward:)

And well, maybe I shouldn't confess that, but after returning to home early in this morning I didn't get to sleep directly. Instead I was studying the burgers and their special ingredients... I'm working hard to be the new boardstar at my place, u see...

I Felt Blue But Now I'm Floating on Pink Clouds

So. It's been some days since I wrote here the other time (As if that should have anything with anything to do.) so I thought it was time to countinue. But I have'nt the time for writing very much. In fact I should probably not even write anything at all. In fact I should probably have been sleeping for like hours this time when thinking about what's lies ahead of me. Because my day is not a day to be envy about. It'll start at 12 o'clock when my first spell at the hamburgerrestaurant is. That ends at 16. And after that there is babysitting fr 17.30 until 00.30. And then a very quick bikingsession down to city again and working my second spell for the day fr 01 until 04... Oh, can't just someone make the clock move forward so that it's already 04 on the sundaymorning?? Please!!!! Well. It's my own fault of course. I mean it's not me who set my own scheduele, but at least I have to read it properly wich I didn't. I read another one's. Good one there. And also I should have been visiting a 50-yearsparty with afterwards dinner. And then of course I agreed to babysit that time... Mum'll probably hate me for doing that a long time forward... But. I guess one can only do one's best and that's exactly what I'll do tommarrow (today). Go go go and never relax, that means;)

And one good thing is that I'm not afraid for my big boss at work anymore and that I probably'll be able to take the obligatory classes that's included in the law-course that I've been accepted to. Of course the two months that lies ahead of me'll probably be a hell but still, it may work. And. Also. My boss thought that I was doing well. That's a good one:)

Bild: I See You(c) MBess

Today's song: Natteravn-Rasmus Seebach

04:05 am: "no problems"

So. Another day has past by and a new one is already here...hmm...very poetic...? Well, at least I think that I managed to fill it up pretty well. I was schedueled for work fr 12 until 16, but just after that I climbed out of my shower M called fr work and asked me if I could come an hour earlier, which I did. I was kind of nervous since it was only my fitth day (after 18 workinghours) and also since I got the comment "One guest shall take no more than 3 minutes and your 10 min was NOT OKEY!" the other day... Even though I really really tried to do my best... So. With kind of shakey legs I stepped in to the hamburgerrestaurant (yes, that's my work) and begun. Of course with not hearing whwn a man ordered one meal with one extra small hamburger. Since he seamed to be a bit irritated, I decided to fetch one for him for free, wich I of course shouldn't have done. "M, did u just gave away a hamburger that u hadn't put up on the order?!" and a semi-angry look was tge price for that. But. despite that little incident I thought I was doing pretty well. And also. Around three o'clock M asked me if I could work until seven instead of 16 since there was some "problems" which I was glad for. (Even though the 30 min paus I got first was really needed; I almost felt as if I should faint or at least charge someone for say 500 instead of 50 or something like that..) So. After seven I got home, ate and slept like one and a half hour before it was time for the next spell. I felt pretty groggy when waking but after some water and some dates (!) I felt way better and ready to go. And I must say that if I was scared for aggressive drunk people I was relieved when been done with the working. Because it was fun! Really fun! I really enjoyed the speed, my colleagues and also all the funny people who came. U didn't even get tired and the reaggy music that was played in the restaurant was just so good. I know that I probably had luck with my first nightspell, but still. I really want to do it again:)

And after having spent almost eleven hours at the restaurant I took my bike home. And there. On my way home I got two guys in front of me and when one of them heard me (no, my bike is not very quiet) he told the other one to move a bit, to let me pass and I was a bit suprised but said "thank u" and he smiled back and said "no problems" and I was suddenly feeling even better. I mean. People today generally are soo busy and soo unpolite and what this guy did, in the early morning just got me warm inside... And that was my day! Now it's time for some sleep before entering the next spell at 14 pm... /M

Pic: Has nothing at all to do with the text but I felt that it should be here anyway... "Golden beetle at grasstraw" ©mbess

Todays' song (and video...): Masquerade/Eric Saade

No Sugar Since 10:08:11 12:18

#1 Oh. My. Good. How on earth am I supposed to survive now?
#2 Oh. My. Good. How could I let it run this far?
#3 Oh. My. Good. How could I even allow myself to start this dreadful thing?
#4 Oh. My. Good. I'll probably loose all my teeth and get diabetes anyway.

It's not a perfect day

...for beginning this little project of mine. But since I've finally realized that, according to myself, that perfect day'll probably never come, I guess the only wise thing is to just get it done asap. I mean, why stress up for a thing as simple and unimportant as a first blogpost? Well, i guess it's the little pedant in me, who is the one to blame för that but let's just forget about it for the moment. ...So mbesspicsandwords...

What do I really want with this small space of mine? Probably the same as most of us want. A little bit of attention. Or at least a given place where to put all thoughts and images down. mbesspicsandwords. Think that explains it all, really:)

And who am I? Well, that certainly is a trickier q. And more boring I must confess. But hm...I'm an ordinary human living up in the north...am struggling to find out what i really want to do in this life...have just begun to learn how to make whoppers at a burger king restaurant...like health and training...like music...like photographing...like books...like nature...like friends...and loves my wonderful little sister very much... And ,frankly, besides that I don't have very much to add...and shouldn't probably do so even if I had, since this blog surely risks to stay pretty thin based on earlier failed attempts to keep any form of a diary. Which means that this'll be it for the moment, but also that a return soon'll be seen! /M

Todays' song: Not A Perfect Day